143... i like you

its strange to me how i can feel completely comfortable with you and with one change of topic my insides turn completely  inside out. you make me so happy but so scared all at the same time. i have never felt so self conscious with anybody in my entire life, and i know it's just because i want to impress you. i want to be cool, sexy, crazy, caring, exciting, supportive, loving, etc. there is so many things that makes me want to do this. you make me not think about everything else that's going on in the world around me. your eyes are beautiful. my heart beats so hard when you look into my eyes. and when you smile, the balls of your cheeks rise up and your dimples become more defined, and your eyes light up golden brown. seeing your smile makes my insides flutter like a million butterflies. you would think i have never had a crush before. i get so excited when you to to tell me a story about you because it becomes an opportunity to get to know you. it's the weirdest thing because i want to learn you; not just know you but really know you. i desire nothing more than to be your someone special and to love you like you've never been loved before.